Hit List

Out of all the things I did miss are the chances that I dismissed. Advantages I gave up, and opportunities I can't list.
Women I loved, I did kiss. I was looking for an Empress.
Am I at fault for lust? Shit. She just made my Hit List.
Love is always hit/miss. I'd rather hit than rush bliss.
She's in love? How would I know? She caught feelings that I didn't throw.
She wanted Summer when I wanted Snow. She brought a hoody and Wheat Timbs, though.
I brought nothing but gave her myself. Guess an overdose of me is hazardous to health.
Guess its my fault I called you tonight. Guess it's my fault I brought Crown Royal and Ice.
It's probably my fault I looked in your eyes, kissed on your neck, and light-stroked your thighs.
It's really might fault I asked to spend the night.
I know really wrong for holding you so tight, asking 'What you like?', while loving you all night.
Psyche...
I know you loved the last part and you asked me to stay, held my hand in the dark.
I'm unequipped for dealing with the weakness of the heart and that smile in your sleep is tearing me apart.
But we both got baggage, so to grab a shopping cart. It's a Mission Impossible so we might as well not even start..

2%

The entire purpose of this is to tell you how I feel, right? We've kept it 98%, so we 2% from real right?
But what's 100 but a number?
What's a Snowball to a Summer?
We hang out and it's no stress but let my phone buzz with a new text.
Here you go huffing and you always got remarks. Then I console you with good sex.
Goodness!
It's no ring involved and I'm not cursing you. So if my Droid flash, it's no need to take it personal.
And it's not always about you, so if you're reading, you're the first of few.
Though I'm sure you'd be honored to get a verse or two.
I like you at your best and I don't want to see the worst of you.
But notice I didn't say 'Love' last sentence. I'm sure you're worth it, boo!
I'm not loving anyone right now, it's a rule of mine.
Get fucked over a couple times, it'll change your view in time.
And I know the past can't run you but I'm resuming mine.
Cardio so I can stay ahead of my past designs.
So you can move out of my thoughts and find cheaper rent.
Or you can keep this 98, and I can keep my 2%.